After nearly 3 decades with hypopara, I’m finally applying for SSDI
My unpredictable symptoms make it impossible to hold a job
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“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear — not absence of fear.” — Mark Twain
Imagine waking up each morning not knowing how you will feel that day. Welcome to my life with hypoparathyroidism!
Following my diagnosis, I was lucky to have a husband who took care of me, which allowed me to leave my paid career, focus on my health, and become a mother. Being a mommy is the best job in the world, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything — not even healthy, functional parathyroid glands.
Blessings
During my divorce amid the pandemic, I took part in Ascendis Pharma’s Phase 2 clinical trial of TransCon PTH, now known as Yorvipath (palopegteriparatide). After my first dose, I felt invincible. I had the same energy that I did when I was taking Natpara (parathyroid hormone) from 2015 to 2017, before its recall.
During this time, I spent my days isolated at the pool, where I met a wonderful neighbor who offered me a position at her new boutique. She understood I had a rare disease, which meant I couldn’t work too much, but she still gave me the job. I loved it. It gave me a purpose.
The best present that Yorvipath gave me was the ability to work! I enjoyed some wonderful years working at the boutique, but unfortunately, I had to resign last November. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration had approved Yorvipath in August 2024, but at a lower dose than I’d been taking in the clinical trial. Reducing my dosage caused my unpredictable hypoparathyroidism symptoms to return.
Now, I don’t know how I’ll feel on any given day. I couldn’t risk leaving my friend short-handed, so I stopped working. Hypopara isn’t fair to my employer or me.
What’s next
I was advised to apply for Social Security Disability Insurance (SSDI). When I stopped working in the 1990s, I didn’t need this resource. But with the state of the economy today, I am having trouble making ends meet.
Luckily, I had enough work credits from my job at the boutique to qualify for SSDI. I started the process by filling out the application and providing numerous medical records from the past year.
Months later, I started receiving letters in the mail about doctor appointments to determine my eligibility. I’d need a mental health exam, lab work, and a physical exam. It seemed strange that a few brief encounters with strangers would determine my future, but I went to those three appointments, grateful that the process was progressing.
I can’t say the mental status exam was a pleasant experience. Because my illness is invisible, people don’t always believe that I’m sick. Trust me, I’d rather work than spend several days a week at doctors’ offices and labs!
At the lab visit, my calcium level was 7.4 mg/dL (the normal range for adults is 8.5 to 10.2). I ended up in the emergency room that afternoon.
On the day of my physical exam, I think I performed well because I actually felt OK during my visit. But that one day of feeling great doesn’t represent the other six days that week that I felt horrible.
No two days are the same
My unpredictable health makes it impossible to look for or hold a job. Employers need to be able to depend on their employees.
It’s been more than 300 days (about 10 months) since I applied for SSDI, and my application is finally in the review phase. Life with hypopara is hard, but surviving with a rare disease in today’s economy feels nearly impossible.
The Social Security Administration usually takes six to eight months to make an initial decision. My medical history is complex, so I hope the government considers my doctors’ notes and records, not just my three brief recent appointments, in determining whether I qualify for disability.
I will keep living, trying, praying, trusting the process, and hoping for a positive outcome. This brave butterfly will never give up the fight. I look forward to the day when I am healthy enough to return to work, but right now, my goal is to get approved for SSDI.
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Heather Novak
Good luck friend! I know applying is in my future, and I know it’s going to be a long road. My fingers are crossed for you and I hope you get approved!
Maureen Hallengren
I pray you are approved for benefits. Worrying about money on top of not always feeling well should not happen. Keep us informed here. I miss seeing you. I did not go to the symposium this year.
Drew Ambler
Good luck. My journey with SSDI was many years. Ended up with a hearing in front of a federal judge. Worked out in the end. More than willing to share what happened with you.